lalas. went for a field trip today. and dis wk's learning journey week so we dun have sch. onli excursions and tmr dere's no excursion so the whole day's free. yippies! yup and im goin to SSS to visit! finallyy i geta go back. mans. i miss it so bad. hahas. well, the field trip today was ok la. actually quite fun but veh tiring cause it was veh long. and the bus ride took up most of the time. hahas. and we kept singin in the bus. guess it was quite crazy but well,. hahas. yahs. aniwae. im freaking full now cause i ate like a pig for dinner so now my stomach's working overtime and im feeling damn uncomfortable. anyway, spare u the details. sigh. gtg now liao. bb

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ya ya. so here i am. er. ok. e quarters are over. yahs. and so tmr's semi. guess wad. im playin tingting. my surposed doubles partner. imagine if i were partnering her now, it'll be quite easi tmr. but now im partnering cheryl . OK, which isnt so bad la. infact its quite good. cause there's no pressure. we are the underdogs so we just go out dere and play what we can. win or lose oso nvm.just hope cheryl wont be too tired tomorrow aft her singles. yahs. and hope my leg doesnt give way. pray pray and pray HARD! i need all the help from god i can get! well, it'll be a battle against physical and emotional conditions so. wish me all e best!

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imagine this. Im feeling happy!! whoohoohoo! yupps. im high. craps. ok well. nvm. ahahas. finished all my tests today! lalas. love it. tmr is slack day. only got aesthetics and other crappy things la. yeahs! omg, i cant wait for holidays. i cant believe its been one term already. mans i miss sports school bad man. its like im school sick! yah. i miss my eng teacher. my eng teacher dis year.grrr. omg. i hate his class. he doesnt teach for goodness sake. crap. just a waste of time. everyday trying to "SSSSSHHH..." the whole class. i think his "SHHH..." is noisier la. hahas. My lit teacher is so bad too. mans. he's worse actually. he's really BAD! he's so damn irritating for goodness sake! grrr. i shall stop talking abt them here. im wasting my precious time!


--man, i sound so ewww...

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lalas! badminton champs for north zone! wuahahahas. yupps. and i think i failed my maths test! someone pls congratulate me!damn. i m lazy to write liao. oh. i must add. my english teacher can't teach for nuts! I miss ms chua!!!

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what do you do when all you want to do is break down and cry? sighs. life is not great for me. i dunno where im heading, what and shld be doing and everything. i dunno where i belong and i think im always depressed. why i dunno. sighs. guess i'll stop here la. nothin much to say. i just need someone to really understand. :((

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i just wanna die. i dunno why. it seems everythings down the drain. i cant play badminton for nuts anymore. its like i totally lost touch with the game. i prob play like some kinda p5 kid now, or maybe worst. i hate it. i miss the way i used to play, though it wasnt dat good but it definitely was better then now. sighs. all the work loads coming in. but dat's not wad's making me down. its my game. damn. i really dunno why i cant play for nuts. help. i might give up badminton in e future but definitely not now. GOD! I need help! I need to play properly! HELP! sighs. life sux. or at least it does right now. i cry at the slightest thing. mans i feel disgusted with myself. :(( i really need to play properly and stop making mistakes and get back my footwork. i can only depend on GOD! so pls help me! i feel like im dying!

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lalas.the chinese new year week long holiday's gonna be over soon. sighs. too soon to be true.how time flies.well, this year chinese new year, eat and eat and eat and eat and eat. like pig liddat. muahahahas. grow fat mans. aiya. but hoo gives a damn. enjoying food's still more worth it! yupps. i live to eat. hahas. the first day of chinese new year was my dad's b'day so we had all e relatives come over and celebrate his b'day. hahas. quite a big bang yahs. den eat and eat and eat again lors. and of course, collect ang bao lor. hahas. but then the next morning when i woke up, den i had this terrible sore thoat. it felt damn horrible. but that day i still hack care la. still continue to eat dat day la. all the chinese new year goodies so nice mahs. once a year den eat so... hahas. den today i went to Mrs Lu's house and met with all my sss goodie buddies!!! hahas. had such a blast mans! go swimming and play with tat stoopid ball den the guys so rough, keep bullying us. -pouts hahas. but still veh fun lah. den go suana and sweat and sweat and sweat. lols. was really damn fun. miss them soooo much! glad i could see dem today!!! :)) smilexxx. damn i dunn wanna go back to sch

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